Saturday, April 25, 2009

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Today when Samantha asked me how life is, it dawned upon me - just how tired I am. Mentally, Physically, Emotionally - Whatever. It's just that there is a limit to my patience, to people who have no consideration, to situations which are so trying. And yeh, in a way I'm really upset that my parents don't let me go for the choir trip in June. Or I was. Because come to think of it, they are right. My throat - it's worsening everyday, and since Christmas carolling. 5 months. Hey, it's no joke. It's not like lately there's a lot of phlegm, it's just cough. Dry cough. And the last thing I wanna do is remove my tonsils. But I really wanted to go because it would definitely be my last time singing with the choir, or any other choir for that matter. Guess I'll just have to make do with SOV being my last event with VJChoir. However, I really do thank God for sustaining me all this while. To be honest, I cannot believe that now I'm still able to sing since my right tonsil is inflamed (the doctor described it as a cobblestone). Anyway, lately it's all been like this: ---------------------------- for me. Yes. One straight old boring line. Mundane? Guess so. But I would definitely say, an improvement compared to last year. At least now I have a clearer goal.

But today one thing really brightened up my day:

DEBORAHGUOWEIXIAN
i'm really glad i have you in class to be my moral compass and to guide me through everything. it's really awesome tht you will always have cute stickers that i can steal from you to stick on my lecture notes. haha. somehow for this CTs i couldnt really find the motivation to get started but seeing your drive makes me feel like i should do it too, since we're in almost every single thing together. sometimes its really pretty amazing if you actually take a step back and think. like how we have a sister of the same age and how we both take our piano exam and how we have cca on the same days and how we always think of the same thing. i seriously think you're my doppel ganger! haha. anw, thanks for LIGHTING up my life and must continue to motivate me for CT2 and prelims and As! & even though you dont like to hear it but i have to say it. i love you. haha!

Lol I cannot believe I didn't see this earlier la.

JASMINETANHUIMIN!!!!!!!!
I too, am super blessed to have you in the class. Without you, I don't think I would be able to keep up with what is happening in class now, get food in between lessons when my eyes just wna close, laugh like a mad woman, find my very own doppel ganger and confide. YOU should totally motivate me too and continue to be my beacon and beloved blue friend! It's not merely 'pretty amazing' but rather A-MA-ZING how you and I could be so alike yet have differences which make us individuals and not clones. It's funny cos when I talk to you, I feel like I'm talking to my other half because I sorta know the answers you are gonna tell me but I still ask you questions because the answers(which I sorta know you will give) are an affirmation. Lol I really hope you get what I mean la. Thank you thank you thank you for everything, like seriously. You totally brightened up my day with this ancient post of yours. So sorry I didnt get to see it sooner!

PS: I'm not from a girl's school!!!!!

Posted by My Billet-doux at 1:56 AM